things are winding down to normal speed - everyday grinding, little treats at the end of every week.
last thursday, karl came to the office to interview our "erotic vocal trio" (who don't exactly sing) for a bisexuality article. it's nice how i get to see him during weekdays, and even during office hours sometimes, and my bosses don't give a hoot. i met him after work at gateway to watch madagascar (cute, cute, cute penguins!), and i impulsively bought another music industry book (just for a good publishing section).
saturday saw me through another nerve fiber analysis test, and my eyes are stable, thankfully. so much for early doctors - the printer kept breaking down that it took up most of our morning. i spent the rest of the day with karl.
yesterday i heard mass at the mall and went around with my parents. i had another impulse buy - a royal blue skull cap from tyler. snazzy! a nice reward for all that hard-earned money. OT pay is so satisfying.
the next two saturdays have almost planned themselves out. wawi's exhibit is opening on the 11th, and fete de la musique is slated for the 18th. (i hope karl's up to it. if not i'm sure to find someone to tag along with. i was just hoping this one would be special - my first last year being disastrous, and all else before that, i was utterly left out.) sin city is still waiting to be seen.
what worries me is the fact that i am losing touch with my friends. it is an all too familiar phenomenon. girls are more likely to abandon the group when they get into relationships (especially loving, stable, legit ones), and i'm falling into old habits. i know we all understand our peers who are in-love, and we are happy for them, but it's still scary to fall out of the loop. of course when i decide to go back, they'll be there, that's why i call them friends. but i know that i lose some worth everytime i disappear into a loving relationship. and if i never get out of this one (and i hope i never do), i gotta have a plan to get myself back into my own circle. (karl seems to have the same dilemma i think.) rica, leo and jennie jo seem to have it down pat. i really miss my friends. it kinda hurts a bit when you see their blogs, even if they have happy stories. (and oh, what a beautiful blog rica has!) and what if they have no time to blog? worries me even more. tsk, why am i all words when it comes to resolving to go out with my friends? tsk, why am i sucker for convenience? is it true that there is just a kind of person na hindi pala-barkada? hm.
someone, please, invite me out! (ha, how passive-aggressive.)
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tanya! let's go to fete de la musique!!!
hayyy, i know exactly what you mean about people suddenly disappearing when their status suddenly becomes "in a relationship." i think it's a fact of life that we all are guilty of and have to live with.
ever wonder why no one looks for you when you're single though? it's a good opportunity to vanish without having people hold grudges against you or having them feel left out. oh, well.
anyway, you and karl are perfect. i couldn't ask for a better boyfriend for you :D he's funny, if a bit sardonic, which is perfectly fine with me, and having conversations with him doesn't feel awkward like it does with most friends' boyfriends/girlfriends. he's a keeper.
hmmm, i've been trying to imagine what this "erotic vocal trio" sounds like. dammit, i keep imagining that they sing something like "rrrrrrrrrrriiiico suave" in a barry white voice. gaaahhhh!!!
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