gushing

he's right! i don't want to admit it, but what he said was true! "diyan nagsisimula yan. 'you know how we met...'" man, the things i keep replaying in my head - things i don't want to forget that he ever said. because i want my friends to know that finally someone sees me almost as well as they do.

i worry though that i am vain, that i only like favorable attention.

i worry that i am distracted, that i indulge in these things that make me feel good even if i'm not sure they're good for me.

i want a good head over my shoulders. but for now, i'll just be thankful for what's been coming, whatever it is. i'm being taken out for a spin... it's fun, and there's always time to learn...