where there's light...

...there's a shadow.

The prospect of an end while i'm still at the beginning is frightening. Makes my heart flutter a different way.

Eternity is no longer the assumption. An end, though not foreseeable at this point, is just a more realistic expectation. What a paradigm shift. (way to go, nikki - you should be credited for that.) The concept of pre-cursors as told by sir reev further dampens this new vista.

So why start something new? sabi nga ni ais: "bakit pa ako maghahanap ng sakit ng ulo?" oh, but i love it. i'm such a sap. and you can't deny how much richer you are for it. (i truly believe that - like i said, i'm such a sap.) at the very least, it improves my mood. and everything else follows after that.

What is it that I dread? The division of property, territory, areas of excellence, networks... *this world ain't big enough for the both of us* and it's a painful chore to start setting boundaries when things get too close for comfort.

Of course, I just have to cross the bridge when i get there. IF I GET THERE. aahh... that's the spirit.